1. You must realize that there is pent up energy inside of you wanting to come out. When the heat hits the amalgam — the heat of realization is like the purifying flames hitting a blend of metals that begin to separate each at different temperatures depending on the level of purity and molecular structure…
Things start to fly, the dross (all the material that separates to the side, like leftovers, like with copper, separating the silver from the gold) flies in all directions, till that which is pure, The Gold, swirls in the Resplendent Center.
The Real starts to separate from all the other material and moves to the center! But, lo, before that great Centeredness, there is Chaos! Anything in the way of this Centering will come up to be integrated and seen and loved back into Being.
Before Order, there is Chaos. Don’t be afraid of the Fear. Or, be afraid, and name it, and ask God and Your Self to be with You. Receive You! Let Your Self In!!
2. People patting you on the back do not understand, well most likely – for if they did they would perhaps lovingly scream at you to let it out, or stand in the place of Silence and Witness your release with a sacred glow. Or, coach you affectionately and with great wisdom with “Mm-huh. Yes. Allow It all to Flow…” and the all effective: “Go FOR IT!!!” line. It is not something to QUELL. Not something to pat down into denial.
They, ‘the patters’, are being compassionate but they do not know what is happening to you, and that is OK, their journey is not your concern at the moment. Perhaps nice is NOT the way to always be.
Angels seem Fierce when Truth is new to us and if we resist IT….Be fierce if you need to be. Be gentle too. Be True. Learn. Discover what the Truth Is. Let it be your Exploration! Each is where we are and can only go where we ourselves have been, except through the Grace of God we become instruments of Infinite Understanding beyond our own experience. Unfold the New You! Gracefully, gradually, Radically, Lovingly. Luminously.
We are each in our own perfect place. We cannot expect those around us to understand what we are going through, especially when we don’t even understand. Do you understand? This is a powerful message, because this is a time to unequivocally find the Source of Soul Within.
There will be Guides to help you To find Peace Within!! Though there will be the appearance at times that there is no one there to help you. You must go in and find the inner resource to pray and connect, to let go, to empty and to be filled… to take action with what is going on, to allow the pain to be a cleansing so that when we are directed to move we CAN move.
We can’t always have validation. At times we are without it from the outside which Awakens us deeper to the Source Within.
Speak, yell, and whisper: “God, Help Me!! I’m afraid!” Speak the Truth to the ever-present Silence, and you will be heard. Hear YOURSELF!! You have not been listening. Now, it is Time!!!
Shake rattle and Roll! As I say, “Let the God-Times Roll!!!” These are the Times. Let em flow! Baby. And when Austin Powers says, “Yeah, Babey!” Well, it puts a whole new meaning when we’re talking about the kind of PERSONAL Revolution that WE’RE talkin about.
Pray for direction and listen and be guided. Let the Inner Guidance
come and become IT!
3. Keep moving forward and just Being, as well. Keep feeling the turmoil and let it move through you like a storm which opens and clears and integrates into wholeness. More Wholeness. Ever Increasing Wholeness. If that can be imagined. Some people are in denial of the rage that lies within.
Some people are in denial of the PEACE that lies Within!
The storms that are crackling at the surface trying to break – through all the falsehoods (the B.S.) that we are swimming in. This movement in you is a welcoming sign of your readiness for a deeper Truth!!
This is why we are having these storms around the world. New consciousness is trying to break through, to free Itself from the Old Paradigms. This is what’s happening to you. You must also, take time to be still, if you can. I know it can be painful even to do this. But, this is what It is also beckoning from You at times. Take some moments to resonate in the Stillness and the Eternal Presence. There is direction in the Silence for you. Listen. Be. Do nothing. Sit in Darkness. And be refreshed through the Void.
It is when we go through this cleansing that the Natural State of Divinity shines forth, effortlessly and with no accoutrements. Our Hearts shine radiantly when we burn off through the power of God’s Love, the ‘dross’, the shell, the walls that seem to cover that unending light. Have Faith for it is near, your Wholeness. It is right Here. It Is Within.
Shed. Become A New.
Peal away the Darkness, the Demise, shed Truth on It and be Reborn again!! Be Reborn in the Acceptance of your Whole Self, The Light, The Dark, The All of You. For it is only by facing the ‘ugly’ sides that we find True Enduring Love. Love judges not. And it is through this self-acceptance — even self-acceptance of the self that judges — that all those fragments and pains can come into Wholeness with all the Love that We are. These former denied parts that acted out of fear become through Love, great allies for Truth, Purity and Love. Embrace them. They are You seeking your Love and long desired attention. Acceptance. Wait no more.
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4. It (what you are going through) must happen for you to be a greater Instrument of the Divine. You may find yourself trembling. This “shaking”, this movement in you is your Soul beckoning you to begin A NEW! You can do it! You ARE doing It!!
The pressure IS creating a MASSIVE DIAMOND!! And Its NAME Is YOU!
It is important to let things out in a safe environment. Give yourself permission to scream if it comes up. There is a profound clearing here.
Let it come. Don’t hold the rivers back any longer.
These are freeing waters that will RISE and cleanse you like you won’t believe. It is not just about some “past life” Dear One, it is about ALL life of illusion as we once knew, who we think we are, Now, Then, Tomorrow.
It is cleansing ALL time!!! And resonate effortlessly in the cleansing aura that you ARE left with. Resonate and Know It well. Become familiar with that clean, clear, Light feeling. Let this be your ‘norm’. Your ‘comfort’ zone of evolution through Grace!!!
This is not just about some ONE time. Some one Life Time. No. It is
about ALL time.
We are beginning A NEW. We are cleansing like we have never cleansed before. Let it fly! let it roll. Let the GOD-TIMES, the GOOD-TIMES
These are PROFOUNDLY cleansing times.
But, we have to cleanse the beginning layers first. Our own rage at where we have defied our own selves and betrayed our own Pure Spirit! And our Terror at feeling so alone and isolated and disconnected to God, our God-Self-Source.
And all the Terror that we feel when we are surrounded by Illusion and feel even more alone when forget to go inside to find what we are looking for.
Or, when we are so tired and full of agony and we feel we can’t let go and all we see is horror, impassible Horror. Immobilized with Fear and feeling utterly abandoned.
You are not. This is the stage if there ever were a stage of great passage into TRIUMPH, like you’ve never known it before, like you’ve glimpsed in the mirrors of your mind.
These are the mountains you have climbed and the summits you are reaching for. These are the fords you are crossing and the battles you are winning. These are the precipices that you must stand at and jump knowing that the magic of Truth will carry you to safety.
Listen and you will know. Stop, even in your maelstrom, and be still, listening, guiding you will be, is, that Still Small Voice. Pure and Simple. Everlasting and non-judgmental. Gently urging you to the Place you call Home.
5. YOU ARE NOT ALONE!!! Consider yourself privileged that you are going through this. You are ready!! Some are not. And some have walked through many of these cleansing passageways already! Be bold and surrender to what is moving inside of you!!
This is the “Angel Storm”, Dear One.
Please Let Go. Gently, Joyfully, easily. It can be gentle. And if it’s not “pretty” that’s OK too!! And it will leave you with the precious cleansed, rarefied air that emanates after a storm is over.
It may be like torrential storms where you may writhe and rage. Let it rip, I say.
Let that monster out so that it can stand in who it is and by freeing itself, naming its fear, terror and rage, sorrow and deepest grief, it can stand and be HEARD, among its counsel of Loved Ones in the Most High, and through the “release” be FREED! And, transformed into Wholeness, that which It already is.
The Pain has something to say, and it has its own WISDOM to share. Let it be heard!! By you. By yourself! Let yourself finally speak to YOU!!
** To be more Human than ever – This is our legacy NOW. This is our Destiny.
It is through our EMBRACE of our Humanity and our densest parts that we will know our sweetest most ineffable Divinity here on Earth.
We can know our Divinity through the preciousness of our Humanity, the Truth of our Humanity.
It is a PROFOUND LUXURY to be ON Earth.
It is NOT a Time to Ascend but to DESCEND!
To bring Spirit INTO the body, the Sacred Temple that We ARE! But to bring it to Earth we have to clear the passageway.
This is the message of the Christ.
Let pure Love of God Rebirth YOU!
To BE BORN AGAIN, and AGAIN AND AGAIN!!!
Let the heat of God’s love create The Golden You! **
You will be Freed. A new, purified Self is emerging. Shed the old skin and acknowledge the Knowledge It is trying to send forth. There are new “Guides” coming through for you. Make way for them. Clean the dishes so that the nourishment of pure spirit can rest on its glistening surface.
Clean the Cup. Let the Chalice, (that You Are) go into the dishwasher, get sudsy (tears) and be washed by the waters (cleansing the emotions), let it be swooshed and swished by the jets of water, let the thunder and lightning roll!
— Scream, Cry, Stomp, Sway, Flow and Move!
Sing your body into Wholeness and Freedom!!!
Allow yourself to not resist this movement that’s happening!!
I’ll tell you this: When you start to shake just remember to allow it. Shake, more if it moves you. Let it move you.
Don’t try to control it dear one. You are among friends and Loved Ones.
You will find when you stop resisting and release the ‘fear’ of “letting go” of ‘control’ you will find it exceedingly enjoyable to let these waves of fear bubble up inside you and release.
Eventually, through more mastery, through the power of Breath, it turns into “Pure Energy”. And the cleansing can happen without the emotional bondage that has been so paralyzing.
These are the first layers of terror and lies and rage at our own lack of respect for our True Selves!! There is an energy inside that won’t stand for the lies and illusion anymore. And we are now ready, more than ever before! To let loose these old ways, to make way for The New.
All This is the root of the Fundamentalist Christians stance on “God’s Wrath!” I say these days are so. As a play on it, I say, “God’s Coming back and She’s Pissed!!” Because, women, as we all have, both women and men, have suppressed the care and respect of the Self, deferred to men for millennia, as it has been for men as well, especially at different times… deferred to OTHER, and made Spirit a second class citizen. Well, even a third or forth class citizen, or simply subjugated It out of fear of punishment. How well we know this. And struggle with it to this day.
Except in the rare and sacred cases throughout time where Spirit is Truly honored most High. But, even in those times, there were probably things to learn and grow. And here It Is happening again.
Indescribable inhumanities have taken place. Horror beyond description. We know this. And the Spirit that animates us and our Soul that has Free Will has now joined and said, “NO MORE”!!!
We are learning and growing and preparing for a New Race. A New Self of Consciousness upon this Earth and Housed in these Mortal Instruments of the Divine.
We have called It in. And, Now, Our Prayers Are Being Answered.
And, We Are The Prayer.
And We Are The Answer.
Become. And Be. Again.
Like No Time Before.
Come. And Be.
We feared the rage and violence of our ‘care-takers’, our fathers, our mothers our husbands, our wives – our children even — our government, our societies.
Remember there were more people killed in the name of being ‘witches’, women – and men, who just practiced home remedies and not just healing, or were midwives or just connected to Source, or even people who just practiced hygiene, who were burned at the stake. Many more than in this centuries WWs. The slavery that has gone on for millennia and still is in so many races and cultures. Religious tyranny….– The dehumanization of the Child. Children, men, women, blacks, indians, all races, all creeds… all Beings have been persecuted and experienced lack of respect for our True Selves, and have been persecuted FOR the connection with Pure Spirit.
It is Time now to Transform that mold. To melt it with LOVE and TRUTH and Radical beingness that is SO connected to Present. To the Present that we are renewing ourselves, our lives each moment we live.
That we are so CONNECTED that we immerse in Freedom. By Sheer Presence of being Present. That we’ve sheared away all that would keep us bound to another paradigm and we are reborn in each new moment to the Truth of This Moment. Clear. Clean. Pure. Here.
Well Times have changed! It is the Era of Celebrating and radically EMBRACING Spirit, naturally, in a way that is so simple, so pure AND so everyday that it barely causes a ripple.
Not of Rebellion but of simple Well-Being, Radiance.
That change will happen and DOES happen on the subtlest level. The level before anything moves. Consciousness Purified, connection made to Source…everything is born in a whole new way.
I Love You, I am Ariya
© Sarah West 1999